Sometimes I feel like the most insensitive boyfriend in the world. I called Leon after work, walking toward GCT. He said he’d been trying to get ahold of me all day. This is when I realized I left call forwarding on all day, so I fixed that and then called him back. He talked about some BBQ tomorrow so we couldn’t be at his house, which wasn’t that big of a deal to me. I then asked him how he was feeling, as he had gotten sick two days ago. He said he wasn’t doing well still. I said I was sorry to hear that, but that I really didn’t want to get sick. He took offense to this and said it was nice to know that whenever he comes down with a cold that I’m gonna stay away from him. Now I feel really bad for not thinking about how he felt, and why he was trying to call me all day. This isn’t the first time I’ve neglected to think about him, and I try to do so, but it doesn’t always happen. If I were to have to pick a flaw about myself, that would be it.

There are some mitigating factors, however. I already had plans to go to Sears with my grandmother to look at washing machines. One of Leon’s friends also had called him to get together as a friend’s father had died today. So, tonight was pretty much accounted for anyway, at least the early part of it.

However, I still feel bad, and I don’t know what to do.